Tuesday, September 23, 2008
I have now Absolutely Lost it.
I'm Bored of Computer games..
Yes even though It is Fun and Keeps Me accompanied for maybe the Entire Day or More.
I dont want my Life to be Like that Or Continuously Like that.
Life's too Boring.
I dont feel Well too.
I taste Blood in my lips.
My lips are Cracked.
My Stomach feels Like there'a A lump in there.
(well, at least it makes me feel full)
LOL
Hmm Somehow
I Seem to have Lost Some friends due to my Negligence.
Well, seeing Such as How they killed my time.
I wonder. i helped them so much yet they give me None.
whats the point of knowing these type of people anymore.
I'm Completely Unbearable this Part of the Month.
Moody, Angry and Just Bored till Crazy.
I need to Sleep More. GTA Vice City is Completed.. what more can i do in Late nights Now.
I miss the old times8:32 AM
Sunday, September 21, 2008
Wow.
It's been Soooooooooooooooooooooo Long since i Updated.
Partially because of Work.
Even though now because of Too many Workers being Available.
I work 3 hours a day for Service Now.
well at least when i work kitchen i get 5 and i get Free Lunch/dinner. Haha.
Ok since then i'll blog about the Past Couple of Days.
19th of September Friday.
I spent my Morning Playing Wow. when Suddenly my guildmates/Np Frens suddenly wanted to move to another server and Start as Ally. WTF... and when i wanted to make my Character.
*Server is Expecting Delayed Maintenance*
KNN.. oh well..
at least i get to play with CK and my other classmates WOW in class when Sch reopens.
I couldnt Sleep that night so i chatted it away with Zira! haha.
Haha. i played the Corrupt-a-wish game with her. the One i learnt From other. errr. Nerds. Lol.
i Dont Know How. but We got A fren Changed into a Girl and her name is *Ifwataa* LOL. and alot of Hilarious Funny Bullshit thats i cant Write Anymore or She'll Kill me with a Blunt Instrument.
Anyways. I decided to ask my sis for A7X tickets after the Formula one. she's seems Awfully Stressed now so i decided not to Disturb her Yet. haha.
20th of September. Saturday.
Apparently i went out with a Friend. Bought her to the Movies.
I wanted 2 watch, ermm.. Death Race and 4bia but she Watched Already.. *MovieFreak!!* haha..
then she wanted 2 Watch *Mirror* and but it was M18 so we couldnt.
And we Decided on the Disaster Movie.
Which was Made by the Makers of Scary Movie 1 to 4 and the Epic Movie.
It Still Contains Lame Hilarious Stupid Stuff.
Like.. Alvin and the Chipmunks Singing Cute songs and all of the Sudden they were Singing a Song from Metallica Lol..
and * I AM BEOWULF* and i sell Antiques and i'm Naked and I'm Gay! Lol. that movIE IS REALLY funny shit. haha..
After the Movie. i took her to play Pool.
I got Very Rusty haha.. SO LONG AGO NEVER PLAY..
and i lost 3 Rounds to her..
Out of 3 rounds in total. Lol
I feel so Paiseh leh.. X.X haha.
Oh well. then we went 2 Heeren Find Place 2 Eat. Nothing.
Cineleisure. not within my Budget
So we went to KFC in takashimaya Lol.
order also i feel so paiseh.
Need run up and Down Up and Down ..
Haiyo... Haha.
after that we chatted a while then We took 190 home and we went our Seperate Ways. Hmmm.. after that went home Wanting to Play Wow.
But Found myself Instead Chatting with Pam haha.
after that played till 2pm and went 2 Sleep.
21th Of September Sunday. Today Left 25 mins to tomorrow now.
I Worked in the Morning.
Sometimes i Cant Stand my Manager but then.. she's my Manager. Oh well..
Worked with Sakinah Khadijah N Shilawaty and Qing Fen.
I know i'm the Only guy in Service. HAHA..
well. if i cant stand my Manager i cant Stand Khadijah More.
She looks Like an Arrogrant Irritating Bitch and oh wait. SHE IS. and More too.
She's Seems Racist And Sexist Enough.
Just because i Do Kitchen Work she Seems Like she Shuns me.
Oh well.. not that i need to know another Piece of walking Crap anyways.
Hmm i need to Go off now Bye
I miss the old times8:10 AM
Friday, September 5, 2008
Today Wasnt Very Much Nonsensical Or that Fun. but it works for me.
And it was a Very Fun day At work. lol.
3rd Day of me Doing Service at BBQ chicken and Guess what..
My classmate Dickson Bought 10 Customers Plus Him
Adding Up to a Total Of Actually 150 plus.
Butbutbut.. he's My classmate. so i Use my Salary to Pay 20% of his Bill. lol
See i so nice. Lol..
Somemore after that they got Extra Change they Gimme back i feel Paiseh leh. lol.
It's my Job lor.
Anyways.
Being a Waiter Is fun
U get to Talk to the Customer More.
well.. Basically it's Very fun.
Much better than working at the Broiler. lol.
hmm see how lurh. Maybe after My pay i ask Transfer into Fully Service instead of half half.
And And And. Working outside better.
Lol.. can See alot of girls Walk past and if not Busy can Ogle and Ogle N Ogle till duno wad time.
Lol.. we Even got Competition at the Hosting Table see If got Any group of very cute Girls Come.
If u can Drag them in u win a Treat .. lol..
It's damn Fun.
i Love my Job.
And cant wait to work with Sak N Pam together too..
BETTER NOT SLACK HOR..
WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK!!!
I miss the old times9:42 AM
Monday, September 1, 2008
I Had a very Fun day at Work today. Even if it was All of a sudden. When i was sleeping around 9. my Handphone Suddenly Rang in my face. lol.. So we were short of workers so i was called upon to help them .. then later Brought the 2 girls Sak n Pam to my workplace because they wanted to work there so they went for Interview.
Lol. while they Were interogated/Interviewed i had My dinner. Then halfway my manager got hungry then they dragged me to Crepes n Cream at Beside our stall and Ate Ice cream. Ok.
Other than that.. I was Constantly Harrased And Molested as Usual by ermm.. Everyone.. lol. Thats... something i shouldnt say more Lol.... But it was a Fun day Indeed.
Now the Extremely Riveting/Sad/Boring part.
When i Went out today for work. i took the elevator.
And i saw Her.
A quick 1 minute Chat can Make me think so much..
So many things i Have Suppressed.
To try to Forget.
Everything Went Horribly Wrong when i saw u.
i Still cant Help to Wonder Why 15 years of a Solid Friendship. Shaky as the Start was. Was completely Destroyed in 3 years of realationship.
I sorely Miss the times we had together alison. i do.
I should Spend More of my Free time playing games.
It helps me to forget u. bit by bit.
but nothing Seems to Hold my Emotions anymore.
I Give up. i Dont care anymore.
From First we held each other Tenderly with What was my True Intention and Passion to Love u but it Didnt Seem like it From the other side.
U were a Bitch, A nympho and Fucking Flirtatious.
It seemed like as if Every Cute or Handsome Guy u See u would Comment about him.
Have u ever though of what i Felt?
A year ago u broke up with me for the 3rd time, the First time i felt Lost, Disorientated. Second time it was the Same.
The 3rd time. i felt... Indifferent.
I dont even Know if that was How i was Supposed to feel.
Saying this i Feel mean.
I never liked being A Mean Person. Sure some Sarcastic Jokes are abit Mean but i dont go Around Sleeping With Guys, Breaking their Hearts and Toying with them.
This post is 1 year Due.
but i Said it now.
To think when Our parents Found out we were Dating.
They even said we would be in Both each other's Eye's the Perfect Partner For each other.
Yea.. Right. in their Dreams maybe.
I had Enough of Realationships.
I'm Getting Tired of Bringing Realationships to the next level.
I intend to stay Alone for a Long time
I miss the old times9:32 AM