I Had a very Fun day at Work today. Even if it was All of a sudden. When i was sleeping around 9. my Handphone Suddenly Rang in my face. lol.. So we were short of workers so i was called upon to help them .. then later Brought the 2 girls Sak n Pam to my workplace because they wanted to work there so they went for Interview.
Lol. while they Were interogated/Interviewed i had My dinner. Then halfway my manager got hungry then they dragged me to Crepes n Cream at Beside our stall and Ate Ice cream. Ok.
Other than that.. I was Constantly Harrased And Molested as Usual by ermm.. Everyone.. lol. Thats... something i shouldnt say more Lol.... But it was a Fun day Indeed.
Now the Extremely Riveting/Sad/Boring part.
When i Went out today for work. i took the elevator.
And i saw Her.
A quick 1 minute Chat can Make me think so much..
So many things i Have Suppressed.
To try to Forget.
Everything Went Horribly Wrong when i saw u.
i Still cant Help to Wonder Why 15 years of a Solid Friendship. Shaky as the Start was. Was completely Destroyed in 3 years of realationship.
I sorely Miss the times we had together alison. i do.
I should Spend More of my Free time playing games.
It helps me to forget u. bit by bit.
but nothing Seems to Hold my Emotions anymore.
I Give up. i Dont care anymore.
From First we held each other Tenderly with What was my True Intention and Passion to Love u but it Didnt Seem like it From the other side.
U were a Bitch, A nympho and Fucking Flirtatious.
It seemed like as if Every Cute or Handsome Guy u See u would Comment about him.
Have u ever though of what i Felt?
A year ago u broke up with me for the 3rd time, the First time i felt Lost, Disorientated. Second time it was the Same.
The 3rd time. i felt... Indifferent.
I dont even Know if that was How i was Supposed to feel.
Saying this i Feel mean.
I never liked being A Mean Person. Sure some Sarcastic Jokes are abit Mean but i dont go Around Sleeping With Guys, Breaking their Hearts and Toying with them.
This post is 1 year Due.
but i Said it now.
To think when Our parents Found out we were Dating.
They even said we would be in Both each other's Eye's the Perfect Partner For each other.
Yea.. Right. in their Dreams maybe.
I had Enough of Realationships.
I'm Getting Tired of Bringing Realationships to the next level.
I intend to stay Alone for a Long time
I miss the old times9:32 AM