This post is a very wordy one and boring. so.. if u are.. busy. and u're just hopping by.. go hop somewhere else.
So yes.
if u were with me during my days when my laptop died.
u would have known.
ALOT of other things also happened along with that.
but then it's all over.
things have picked up...
and yes.
reality check slapped my face very hard.
i thought i was gonna lose what i had wanted so long for.
and when i had it.
i didnt treasure it..
i guess when things fail.
every other thing fails too.
When it was 2005
i didnt had a laptop or computer.
i wasnt rich as god knows who told the entire world.
i was bored to the extent.
i would run to people's houses and play their games.
When it was 2006
U stopped me and made my life a whole lot better.
i could do things i never thought nor u actually.. thought that i could do.
u probably cared for me like a mother
I feel blessed to have a friend like u
then when i entered poly.
i gotten my first laptop. as in not my sister's one.. MINE..
i played and played and played and played.
it completely ruins a person's life u know.
i neglected my real-life friends
i neglected work
i neglected my health
all i had was my online friends.
A malay Guy who is now is NS serving policemen
and a chinese guy who studies in SIM.
yet u still cling on. msging me asking how i was
asking why am i still infront of this screen
The internet makes u wierd.
i'm living proof of it
and one week ago.
the unexpected .. or actually what my mother expected..
my laptop died..
My Whole world crashed when my laptop Had that simple bluescreen.
For days, yet again i was alone with myself.
but u are still there.
always.
finding incredibly stupid reasons just to make me walk to your house.
making me feel like an idiot.
u came back to me and helped me pull through it
but it's something i can accept anymore.
but anyways.
thanks
so now i make a honest to whichever god looks after me prayer/promise/whatever
that i will
1)lose weight. i mean it.
2)stop staring the laptop for too long and exercise abit
3)quit playing games excessively
so yes. mostly or actually all my problems are related to what i'm using now to blog.
Please, i said nicely. i ask all my friends, classmates and everyone who knows me.
see me break these rules , feel free to remind me or hit me badly or whatever u can think off.
as long as it does not kill me or harms my wallet i am Exactly fine with it.
and to that someone,
hey, we have been friends for that long now.That f***ing long.U might not be able to accept my decision now but i know u will eventually accept it later or sooner(i hope). and i will always be the best friend u ever had. my house will always be open and since probably half your stuff is in my house anyways.(lazy beetch) *coughs* anyways.. yea but u get the idea since u understand how horribly lazy i am to express myself
P.S. u still owe me $290.. when will u return it to me.
I miss the old times5:17 AM